In Reality...
In reality the world as I know it cease to exist, the more I know about it the lesser I become. In my version of reality I deemed love to exist but I know deep inside that it doesn't. A happy relationship today may someday be a lump sum of tears and pain. We like all the other things in this world is not eternal and it includes love.
Ano bang ka-emohan ito nawawala na naman ako sa karimlan ng buhay.
Tinanong ako ng girlfriend ko kung bakit hindi ako possessive sa kanya kung bakit okey lang sa akin kahit na umaaligaid sa kanya ang mga dati nyang nakarelasyon. Hindi ba raw ako nagseselos tapos humantong ang pag-uusap namin sa bagay na kung mahal ko ba syang talaga o hindi. Sabi ko sa kanya, "Thats ridiculous, I know deep inside na mahal kita but it doesn't mean I own you and your decisions."
I always given her the freedom of choosing whoever she wants. I am not the type of boyfriend na possessive kasi di ko naman talaga linya yun. Your free to flirt and play with who you want but in the end of the day, pagtinotal mo na ung equation ako parin ang lalabas, okey na sa akin yun. Sex is not a biggie for me, its normal, its humanity at its finest so I don't really mind if she does it with other guys.
Ang gulo ko no? All I wanted to let her know is that the sexual desires and pit stops are nothing all that I care about is the relationship that we both shared. I know for now masaya kami ni Shirley but who knows in the future...
Ano bang ka-emohan ito nawawala na naman ako sa karimlan ng buhay.
Tinanong ako ng girlfriend ko kung bakit hindi ako possessive sa kanya kung bakit okey lang sa akin kahit na umaaligaid sa kanya ang mga dati nyang nakarelasyon. Hindi ba raw ako nagseselos tapos humantong ang pag-uusap namin sa bagay na kung mahal ko ba syang talaga o hindi. Sabi ko sa kanya, "Thats ridiculous, I know deep inside na mahal kita but it doesn't mean I own you and your decisions."
I always given her the freedom of choosing whoever she wants. I am not the type of boyfriend na possessive kasi di ko naman talaga linya yun. Your free to flirt and play with who you want but in the end of the day, pagtinotal mo na ung equation ako parin ang lalabas, okey na sa akin yun. Sex is not a biggie for me, its normal, its humanity at its finest so I don't really mind if she does it with other guys.
Ang gulo ko no? All I wanted to let her know is that the sexual desires and pit stops are nothing all that I care about is the relationship that we both shared. I know for now masaya kami ni Shirley but who knows in the future...
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