Saturday, October 6, 2012

[RANT] I am crazy in the brain...

I don't know if its because of my homoerotic tendencies or something but I have come to realize that when I fantasize about my girl it's not me she is doing it with. Shirley and I have been cuddling once and we got into a conversation where we are asking one another if we think about each other when we are together in a sexy, kinky way, you know where you touch your genitals till you release your love juices. Masturbating is the right term... I was holding it up to build tension.

Well anyway as we we're talking about I brought up that usually when I think about her when I masturbate I told her that its always another man/woman she's doing it with. The thing is that I haven't gotten any sexual experience other than my girlfriend, any experience that does not involve penetration I don't count em. I always fantasize how she would moan and look at me while another person was making her feel good. It always makes me hard thinking about it. I even fantasized her with her brother having sex and she said I was hitting 2 birds with one stone. I opened up to someone and the other person's first impression was is it okey for me to bang your girlfriend. I said yes on the account that I will be there to witness it.

This has been my fetish since then even when I was young when  touch myself I don't always see myself doing the dirty work its either the person I'm jacking off too is having sex with someone or doing a solo show for me. Also, I jack off to my enemies as well often I picture them being banged by a lot of guys and a possible torture would arise from time to time. This post is getting too long spilling too much information here.

P.S.

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND. That I know and I don't doubt that.

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Ano nga ba ang pag-ibig? Natanong ko ito sa kadahilanang marami ang pwedeng maging definition nito mostly present ito sa mga slumnotes noong tayo ay bata pa. Doon ako nagkaroon ng ideya kung ano ang pag-ibig. Ang masaklap; hindi lahat ng pag-ibig ay kaibig-ibig. Minsan kahit na iisa ang nararamdaman at gaano man ito katotoo at wagas ay hindi maaari. Pero kahit ganito kagaya ng isang damong ligaw na kung saan saan tumutubo na kahit sa ilalim ng mababagsik na klima ay nananatili itong buhay. Ako po si Dim Illustria, at ito ang aking tahanan. Tuloy po kayo.